“This life is what you make it. No matter what, you're going to mess up sometimes, it's a universal truth. But the good part is you get to decide how you're going to mess it up. Girls will be your friends - they'll act like it anyway. But just remember, some come, some go. The ones that stay with you through everything - they're your true best friends. Don't let go of them. Also remember, sisters make the best friends in the world. As for lovers, well, they'll come and go too. And baby, I hate to say it, most of them - actually pretty much all of them are going to break your heart, but you can't give up because if you give up, you'll never find your soulmate. You'll never find that half who makes you whole and that goes for everything. Just because you fail once, doesn't mean you're gonna fail at everything. Keep trying, hold on, and always, always, always believe in yourself, because if you don't, then who will, sweetie? So keep your head high, keep your chin up, and most importantly, keep smiling, because life's a beautiful thing and there's so much to smile about.” 
― Marilyn Monroe

Charity

I miss your blackbirds.
your blackbirds are on my ribs;
thanks for sharing them with me.
I'm sorry I took you for granted.

Twin

If you go, I go too.
Two lungs, Two hearts; I need you to live.
Two girls dependent on each other.
I love you sissy.

I had to put this together to let you go

  

 

     

  

Hi. Its been so long. I don't even know where to begin. First I would like to congratulate you on passing your second year of dentistry. I have always believed in you. I also hope that you are enjoying your summer to its full extent. I have a lot of things to say (as always I know) and will try to sort out my thoughts as best as I can. I want to apologize for how poorly and immaturely I left things with you. I was just so hurt and blinded with rage. I let my emotions take over instead of trying to deal with it rationally and accepting the situation for what it was. I want you to know that the last thing I want is for you to be out of my life. These last few months of no contact with you has been extremely difficult for me. I'm reaching out to you because I can't handle the silence anymore. I'm growing and getting stronger and have been doing well with no self-harm. The only thing I struggle with is the heartache I wake up too every morning and the tears I carry to bed. I miss you. I miss you so much. Not a single day goes by that I don't think of you. I am so sorry if I drove you away or if I became too much. I know you don't reciprocate the same feelings I have for you, but I still love you. I love you so much. Everyday my mind is haunted with memories of us.. Each one crystal clear. I'm sorry, I'm not trying to make you feel guilty. I just need you to know how much you matter to me. You have left an imprint on my heart, and inspired me in so many ways. James 1: 12. I learnt that from you, and that verse has kept me going; persevering through these times of trials that I face. I'm fighting for my life back. I won't be a victim to my actions or impulses. I'm not giving up because I've finally came to the realization of how much I have lost by not fighting back. If there's one good thing that I gained from this time apart.. Its that I will never consider suicide again. Because losing you, and you're still here on earth.. Has been the hardest thing I've had to face. I can't imagine living in a world without you even if I'm not part of it. Imagining what that would do to me is unfathomable. I'm sure you're familiar with 1 Corinthians 13: 4-8.. Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not -boast, it is not proud. It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no records of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres. Love never fails. These are the only words I can use to describe my love for you. And I truly believe that no one will love you more than I do. I really hope things are going good for you. You deserve the best things in life. I understand that this all may be overwhelming. I have come to terms that you don't feel the same. But I just needed you to know. I guess this is as close to closure I can get. I believe you will do amazing things in life. I know because you have already touched mine.

Kyley

Poison and Wine - The Civil Wars Xo 

      

   

Its all in the stars

I looked up at the sky tonight, and I remembered us.