Secrets

Father I pray that these thoughts of doubt and unbelief in myself go away.
I don't want to believe that my scars will hold me back.
You know my heart Father. You know my passions. Only you know what my deepest desires are.
Is this what you want for me?
I'm so scared to meet with her and be told I don't stand a chance.
I just continue to pray for positive thoughts, healing, and a light to guide me out of the darkness of my thoughts.